abhinav rai

Journey through unexpected relocations, tech projects, and meaningful personal growth. Here's what all is happening in my life NOW: challenges with creativity, resilience, and the joy of new beginnings!

For years, loneliness shaped my life - parents focused on parenting twin siblings, deliberately avoiding girls in teenage years to chase IIT dreams, crying myself to sleep in my early twenties. I didn't realize I'd built an entire system of people-pleasing and overachieving just to ensure I'd never feel that profound ache again. This is the story of meeting that scared part of me and transforming isolation into connection.

My inner CEO emerged when I was about 10 with a belief - I'm safe only when everyone i love is safe..... why i struggle with putting myself first...... why i am anxious to fix everyone's problems......giving this part a new job description—one that allows for compassion

What money means to me, 2 core parts of me - freedom and love, origin of slum king & CEO became hippie!

Self is back baby! I feel whole today - In control, peaceful. Self has a home, missions & is so eager to lead back after many many years!

Self is the driver with accelerator & brake. It knows what to do - at all times - trust that ~ By the grace of my self, all work gets done!

Balancing structure and spontaneity | Honoring my inner guardian - Rational Abhinav, who built my safety net, now deserving rest and love

Reconnection with lost emotions after moving to Dharamshala. Finding wholeness in the dance between my rational and true self

Hero's journey reshapes life; embracing slow, stable living in Dharamshala. Writing, family growth, and new projects blend into new ordinary

At the end of my current Hero's journey, finding my New Ordinary with work, need for new framework, All parts & AR had a heart to heart!

From managing life to feeling it: A deep dive into AbhinavLand reveals the essence of who we are beyond our protective parts

🌱 when ambitious rai became a military officer again, other parts stood united until he remembered - slow is smooth

Break free from superstition, embrace self-belief, and trust the randomness of life. Find freedom in living authentically and fearlessly.

Slowing down, reconnecting with nature, creativity, and self. Wonderfruit awakened my artist. Excited for Pai & building Prime. 🌿✨

Rediscovering that true creativity flows from feeling, not thinking. When the CEO part embraced the children within.

Ten days before my wedding, a child part of me refused to celebrate. Not because he was sad, but because he wanted something deeper.

A raw journey of realizing why childhood home never felt like home, and finding true belonging in authentic connections and self-acceptance

When wedding anxiety struck, my parts gathered in AbhinavLand. What started as fear became a beautiful celebration of growth

Social Spark part realizing love isn't scarce: from viewing relationships as jobs to embracing trust, space, and authenticity in connections

Meet the 'Social Spark' part: The invisible force behind relationships. From fear to fascination, explore the core of human connection.